Shitpost why am i not happy?

[lymph]

Do you ever feel as if your life is going so well that you just feel empty at time? Obviously everything could be better, im not like a chad or something, but im like a lmtn at worst, maybe even hmtn nothings going fundamentally wrong within my existence, its just a repetitivecycle of waking up till I die and at times praying for better. Its not even like its over or anything, perhaps its my low self esteem or im overly arrogant, nothing has gone wrong. I was born lucky and idk what to do with it. Hopefully I look better as i grow older bc my parents mogged when they were younger but it feels like cope at times. I should really be revising for my exams rn but theres no point bc everythings going too well. I might be overly arrogant but ive never struggled with any sort of schoolwork, no challenge or anything that makes life fun. Everythings just boringly average and repetitive rn and i fear if i do end up looking better everything will stay the same apart from the fact im wearing a pretty face.

 

[brd]

For what im reading i think you need a goal in something specific, like an interest/hobbie , or life in general. Do you lift? its basic but the gym is personally helping me a lot in thoses situations. (or any kind of sport)
idk your situation but happiness is really easy to achieve, just find and expermient! ik for myself that music makes 70% of my happiness. DONT THINK TOO MUCH, life is meaningless and thinking always makes you more sad..
I go out 3h a day, talk with irl and online friends sometimes, lift, listen to music / tt edits and i never been more happy in my life (maybe im lowiq but ik that thinking of things we cannot change is not good for us)

 

[lymph]

For what im reading i think you need a goal in something specific, like an interest/hobbie , or life in general. Do you lift? its basic but the gym is personally helping me a lot in thoses situations. (or any kind of sport)
idk your situation but happiness is really easy to achieve, just find and expermient! ik for myself that music makes 70% of my happiness. DONT THINK TOO MUCH, life is meaningless and thinking always makes you more sad..
I go out 3h a day, talk with irl and online friends sometimes, lift, listen to music / tt edits and i never been more happy in my life (maybe im lowiq but ik that thinking of things we cannot change is not good for

its not like i have nothing to do, its just that everything feels really boring. Like i do kickboxing, i even have a tournament soon, ive applied for a shit ton part time jobs for the summer and im going to start going gym bc ill have nothing to do over the summer. its not like i dont have any friends or im antisocial or something, like i get invited to shit but i really cba to go because its not really something the appeals to me tbh like im going to feel out of place. it sometimes feels like i have everything but im ruining it myself.