Do you ever feel as if your life is going so well that you just feel empty at time? Obviously everything could be better, im not like a chad or something, but im like a lmtn at worst, maybe even hmtn nothings going fundamentally wrong within my existence, its just a repetitivecycle of waking up till I die and at times praying for better. Its not even like its over or anything, perhaps its my low self esteem or im overly arrogant, nothing has gone wrong. I was born lucky and idk what to do with it. Hopefully I look better as i grow older bc my parents mogged when they were younger but it feels like cope at times. I should really be revising for my exams rn but theres no point bc everythings going too well. I might be overly arrogant but ive never struggled with any sort of schoolwork, no challenge or anything that makes life fun. Everythings just boringly average and repetitive rn and i fear if i do end up looking better everything will stay the same apart from the fact im wearing a pretty face.