Ok maybe not a subhuman, but maybe mltb at the most? (I can’t really be talking I guess) but yea anyway
I mentioned that I was gonna make a thread about this in another post, so here it is
So I met this very sweet girl last year in school, well realistically I met her 2 years ago but we didn’t start being friends until last year. She came up to me one day during PE and we just started walking together and got to know each other. I’ll be honest, I didn’t really see the appeal in her when we first started talking. We didn’t have a lot in common. I’m usually like that when I try to make friends irl.
But over time she started to grow on me little by little, and eventually I started to like her. The thing is, this is not your typical cute little teenage crush. Out of all the crushes I’ve had, it never got this bad. It got to the point where I fantasized about her 24/7, I could not do anything without thinking about her. I was obsessed. Basically like a case of oneitis. She was one of the only people who cared about me, who thought of me and checked up on me. We talked to each other in school everyday and I eventually got some of her socials. Hell, she was the first person ever to make me hard.
You might think she’s a one-of-a-kind htb by the way I’m describing all this, but nope she’s far from that, especially without fakeup. I would attach a picture of her to see what you guys would rate her, but that would be an invasion of privacy. Now that I’m thinking about it, mltb might be an overrate, but all I’ll say is that you guys would probably agree with me. She isn’t fat tho. And she’s got boobs.
“Wow that’s great turtlesoy, why don’t you ask her out?
Here’s the problem; I already know that it’s over for me because she has put me in the friendzone.
On Valentine’s Day, she got me a gift during English class, and I remember that some of my classmates who were sitting next to me said something like “yoo [crush name], u got something to say???? rizz up [turtlesoy] already!!!!” And then she replied with “i dont like [turtlesoy]!!! we’re just friends, nothing more!”. I was just silent during all of this. I wasn’t exactly expecting her to like me back, but it’s obvious she wants nothing else more to do with me. I felt a new kinda emotion that day, and it wasn’t a good one.
Not to mention, she’s already told me who her crush was. That’s another reason. I found out about this near the end of the school year. I’m surprised that I didn’t figure out who her crush was earlier, since whenever we talked, she would make a couple remarks about marrying that person. I thought she was just joking in a friendly way, but I guess she was just subtly telling me her fantasies. And so I felt that same emotion again.
As of today, we talk and message each other occasionally, but we didn’t talk as much as we used to do. She usually talks with this girl who’s also from our old school and some of her guy friends. I’m not sure what else to say or do. I can only expect that this crush will soon go away, just like the rest of them.
