COPE i serve no purpose here

[Ivan(Vasilylet2312)]

i see all members here taking compounds and cutting their shit just to look better . i plan cycles , talk with people , yet the only major (not even major) thing i do is bonesmashing. my looksmaxxing is training calisthenics and swimming combined with a decent/good diet , based on whole foods while avoiding seed oils. this has helped me greatly considering last year or heck even 2 years ago. i got slimmer , grew taller and generally just started feeling healthier. keep in mind that im still probably going through puberty and it-ll end in like 2 to 3 years at best.
i watch threads , seeing @looks reccomend everyone even me shit , everyone sharing fun experiences , while i literally just play my flute , train and study .
im not looking for validation here , i dont even remember why i joined.
like at the moment im out of money and im scared to take compounds because i fear they will mess with my body and ruin me forever, plus i doubt my parents will help me pin gh or something like that.
gh is hella expensive too.
is there anything i can do to actually contribute here or do to show the fact i want to improve like everyone here?

 

[Ivan(Vasilylet2312)]

i said gh to refer to pinnables in general

 

[Novelzil]

i see all members here taking compounds and cutting their shit just to look better . i plan cycles , talk with people , yet the only major (not even major) thing i do is bonesmashing. my looksmaxxing is training calisthenics and swimming combined with a decent/good diet , based on whole foods while avoiding seed oils. this has helped me greatly considering last year or heck even 2 years ago. i got slimmer , grew taller and generally just started feeling healthier. keep in mind that im still probably going through puberty and it-ll end in like 2 to 3 years at best.
i watch threads , seeing @looks reccomend everyone even me shit , everyone sharing fun experiences , while i literally just play my flute , train and study .
im not looking for validation here , i dont even remember why i joined.
like at the moment im out of money and im scared to take compounds because i fear they will mess with my body and ruin me forever, plus i doubt my parents will help me pin gh or something like that.
gh is hella expensive too.
is there anything i can do to actually contribute here or do to show the fact i want to improve like everyone here?

Honestly the best thing you can do is be yourself, ik that sounds very normie like but just make threads about flutes or your other passions, best way too show you are improving is making posts about your life whatever it’s good or bad, mb for rushing this ik walking too class rn

 

[turtlesoy]

Lowkey it’s not even your fault if you’re broke and high inhib. I’m exactly the same and it’s fine to be acknowledging the risks in injecting compounds. In fact you’re learning more by doing that

Lately for the past few weeks I’ve been focusing a lot on psychoactive drugs. I made a guide about it even, well it’s kinda a guide, it’s more of a list. But instead of copying and pasting guides from other forums, you should take the time to actually teach yourself in whatever you wanna learn and make the guides yourself. Plus it’s way more fun that way. The only drugs I’ve done are LSD and DXM, but even then I still enjoy learning about it. You don’t even have to write about drugs, it could be a guide on learning the flute, studying tips, list of anabolic steroids, whatever shitzyou want it to be.

My life isnt all that eventful. All the kids my age are going out with their friends and having fun. I spend my weekdays and weekends rotting on this site. But yet, i have never felt a better sense of belonging in any other place. The threads that I write on here are just things that I’m thinking about at the moment. You don’t have to go out to a party every other day to have fun, you could make up a sex fantasy with your science teacher for all I care.

 

[looks]

Doesn't matter bro if your knowledgeable on a specific topic. Like we all started somewhere