HighSchool is starting soon for me and I’m dreading about going back to spent 9 months slaving away for graduation, Everyone in my graduating class hates, dislikes, or sees me as a ND introvert loner who they shouldn’t be around. This dislike and hate towards me was started by these group of Mexicans all short (tallest is 5’6) and really ugly too (can’t be really saying that but of well) who got pissed that I made varisty for both soccer and swim (swim not so much) but they hated me for getting such a “high rank” in the pecking order at my school they didn’t want too see a short ugly Asian kid (5’4) do better then them at a sport they played in there whole life’s 1 year of playing vs 8 years of playing. They decided too befriend me treat me as a ‘friend’ I really did believe I had climb the pecking order at my school and now had genuine ‘friends’. Turns out the wasn’t the case, they slowly gathering ‘dirt’ on from out of context texts and videos, and frame me as a bad person, they had to frame me as the ‘bad guy’ so they started to slowly insult about everything my race, my height, my face, etc I thought they were joking at first and went along with it but at some point I realized that they were serious about calling me Ching Chong or doggy eater because I was Asian, At this point I was pissed off and went up too fight with them at it but they baited me too call them slurs like beaner wetback etc in front of a group of people, they then share the clip + my text msgs. This made them look like saints while I pinned as a racist homophobic transphobic person, this destroy all the progress I made on the ‘pecking order’ and sent me back down too the lowest tier one can achive. I was kicked off the soccer team all my ‘friends’ left me besides this one guy who is my own friend left and my only best friend, they turned the whole school against me over false stuff, I slowly became a introvert who went days without talking too anyone besides my family, it didn’t help I was ND as well which only amplified after being outcasted by the school, I’ve currently been alone for 2 years 3 years probably now over false rumors, those guys are how the most popular people due too status rather then height or facial attributes aka they’re all sub 5’6 and the best being ltn. I slowly grew up due too puberty pushing 5’10 ( I fruad 6 foot) and Lmtn-mtn on a good day, yet I feel like that puts a bigger target on my back as they seem to be jealousy of me, everytime they see me they would laugh, they would call me slurs and walk away fine because I’m too tried to do anything everytime someone looks at me too long I feel like they’re judging me for my face or my past rep. I just want to graduate and go to collage for my biochem degree already, atleast this trauma hasn’t affected my academic life I’m currently ranked at the #4 spot in my school and have really good collage offers for me, yet all of this doesn’t matter I never got a proper highschool experience and felt like I stunted my growth to be able too talk too people irl without acting like a nervous nd wreck.
I generally hope they all get deported back too mexico by ice and get brutally gang rape and turn into boywife cumdumpsters.
You can dnr this if you want I just need a place too vent due to me messing with my E2 and being way more emotional then usual
Sorry if there’s a lot of typos I’m about to fall asleep
I generally hope they all get deported back too mexico by ice and get brutally gang rape and turn into boywife cumdumpsters.
You can dnr this if you want I just need a place too vent due to me messing with my E2 and being way more emotional then usual
Sorry if there’s a lot of typos I’m about to fall asleep
